The Best Damn Thing

HAHAHA!!! That really made me laugh hard. It’s true...

Tue, 19 Mar 2013 23:56:19 -0500

HAHAHA!!! That really made me laugh hard. It’s true though! Especially for those of us that actually live in Tulsa. “La dee da…Wait…What…What’s goi….AHHH!!! HANSON DAY!!! RUN!!!”

Moving on completely. Fresh start.

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 19:20:44 -0600

Moving on completely. Fresh start.

Bad Parents

Fri, 28 Dec 2012 11:36:45 -0600

Some people seriously should not be parents. I am so tired of having to be a parent to these kids because their real parents have no idea how to parent. I’m sitting here listening to them scold the little two year old right now “I’m going to take this away from you because you’re having way too much fun with it right now!!”…seriously?? Are you kidding me?? Now you made him cry because you took his hat away because he was having too much fun with it?? Wow…I’d hate to be around these kids when they grow up. They’re going to be so messed up due to screwed up parenting skills. I guess it doesn’t help that the oldest is going to be five and she still doesn’t know how to count, doesn’t know her colors or shapes and doesn’t even know the first part of the ABC’s because her parents are both high school drop outs so they don’t see the need to teach their kids the important stuff. It drives me insane!! This country needs to make a test that you have to take before you can have kids. People this these two should not have ANY kids, let alone five!!

I may not be a parent, so people tell me I can’t judge what’s a good and a bad parent. I know a bad parent when I see it. Sorry, but I don’t have kids because I don’t want them growing up in this fucked up generation of spoiled and self entitled assholes. Because that’s what kids have become.

I Might Murder Someone

Wed, 26 Dec 2012 10:00:40 -0600

Tulsa really needs to come soon. VERY soon. It’s 7:30 in the damn morning and everyone in the house decided to be as loud as fucking possible. Are you kidding me?? Not only is that rude, but I am so over it!! I don’t go around being loud as fuck when they’re trying to sleep. Especially not this early in the fucking morning. I am so ready to have my own place again. I haven’t woken up on my own in over a year. I have been woken up every day by someone else since I moved here. No wonder I have a headache every day and have to take a nap every day. I don’t get to sleep and I guess they don’t realize that they’re that reason. I understand people get mad, they get frustrated. But throwing shit around the house and waking everyone up is really an immature way to handle it. Just saying.

Oh I love him <3 <3

Sun, 23 Dec 2012 12:37:48 -0600

Oh I love him <3 <3

Tomorrow morning I leave for LA for a week for a much needed...

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 19:21:10 -0600

Tomorrow morning I leave for LA for a week for a much needed birthday trip. I haven’t had a birthday trip in years :o( After quitting my job last week and preparing for the big move to Tulsa on the 10th of December, I am packed and ready for everything. I come back from LA and I only have 4 days left in Oregon before I am gone for good!! WOO!!

Carry On - FUN.

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 19:08:13 -0600

Carry on
Well I woke up to the sound of silence
The cars were cutting like knives in a fist fight
And I found you with a bottle of wine
Your head in the curtains
And heart like the fourth of July

You swore and said
We are not
We are not shining stars
This I know
I never said we are

Though I’ve never been through hell like that
I’ve closed enough windows
To know you can never look back

If you’re lost and alone
Or you’re sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Carry on, carry on

So I met up with some friends
At the edge of the night
At a bar off 75
And we talked and talked
About how our parents will die
All our neighbours and wives

But I like to think
I can cheat it all
To make up for the times I’ve been cheated on
And it’s nice to know
When I was left for dead
I was found and now I don’t roam these streets
I am not the ghost you want of me

If you’re lost and alone
Or you’re sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Woah
My head is on fire
But my legs are fine
Cause after all they are mine
Lay your clothes down on the floor
Close the door
Hold the phone
Show me how
No one’s ever gonna stop us now

Cause we are
We are shining stars
We are invincible
We are who we are
On our darkest day
When we’re miles away
So we’ll come
We will find our way home

If you’re lost and alone
Or you’re sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

And you were mine.

Tue, 14 Aug 2012 00:51:51 -0500

And you were mine.

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Sat, 11 Aug 2012 10:49:44 -0500

201 days until I move back to Tulsa!! The good part is that it...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 12:14:07 -0500

201 days until I move back to Tulsa!! The good part is that it will go super fast. I go to Disneyland in 2 months for 8 days; then it’ll be Halloween, then Thanksgiving, then my birthday, then Christmas, then New Years…THEN I MOVE!!! I am so dang excited.

Right now I am just focusing on not getting myself into trouble at work since that seems to be the norm lately haha. Not on purpose, though the manager seems to think so (even though I’ve been here longer than him).

I’m more than likely going to move back into the same apartments I already lived in because I really loved living there. Plus you can’t beat a great view of downtown <3 I already have someone lined up to buy all my furniture and I got rid of my fish and fishtank to my co-worker so they go to a good home. Rascal and I are ready to move. I got my number changed to a Tulsa number and Rascal has his new dog tag with the Tulsa number. He’s ready to be an Okie dog. He’ll have to make new doggy friends haha.

August 2nd 2012

Fri, 03 Aug 2012 00:23:21 -0500

I got in trouble once again at work haha. For those that know me, I never do anything wrong at work. I am a perfectionist and make sure myself and everyone else on my team does the work perfect. Well over the last month I’ve now got in trouble twice for missing meetings on my DAY OFF. I brushed it off though. I’m not going to let it make me feel like crap just because my manager wants to be a jerk over something so dumb. Only 6 months to go and I can get away from this horrible management. In the 4 years I’ve worked for the company I have never got in trouble. Now all of a sudden I miss two meetings and I am the worst employee here. Well, I’m just going to forget about it and move forward :o)

That was my exciting day. Though my day started bad, it ended good. I am now going to snuggle with my Rascal in bed and fall into a comfy sleep. My new daily wake up time is 7:30. I am trying to get to 6:30 every day. That gives me time to do some yoga before work and relax with some delicious breakfast.

August 1st 2012

Thu, 02 Aug 2012 02:17:58 -0500

I took a big step yesterday. I deactivated my Facebook. I never realized how much time I wasted on that page until I deactivated it and realized how boring the internet got without it. I’m not going back though. I am really ready for it to be October so that vacation will be over and all my focus will be on moving. I have to get away from here, I need the change and I need the sanity that change will give me.

When I lived in Tulsa (away from all family) I had no stress, no headaches. I felt free to live my life the way I wanted to. With the way things are here, there isn’t a week that doesn’t go by that I am not asked for money by someone. I want to help people but I don’t want the only reason they ask for me is because they know I’ll give them something. That’s what I feel like here. I don’t want to live my life that way. I know it’s best to distance myself, and I’m really ready to do that.

Moving back here I have become such an angry person. I say “hate” a lot and I get angry so easily. I never used to be that way. I had to start taking anti-depressants after living here a year (which sadly I forget to take 6 out of 7 days of the week). I just need to make it through the next 207 days. In 207 days I will be driving across country back home to Tulsa. Away from the stressed, strained and angry me that lives on the West coast.

Tangled <3 <3

Fri, 20 Jul 2012 01:58:31 -0500

Tangled <3 <3

All About A Bubble

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 15:44:54 -0500

Hey friends!!! Tulsa band All About A Bubble got their equipment stollen including their trailer :o( If you could donate even a dollar that would be awesome!! They were in the process of trying to get donations to print their new CD and now have to buy all new equipment as well. If you’re in a band or are a musician you know how expensive this stuff is!!

Head over to http://Indiegogo.com/bubbleup to donate!!! Please donate what you can.

I had to share my grocery store find this past week!! I am a...

Tue, 10 Jul 2012 14:55:30 -0500

I had to share my grocery store find this past week!! I am a huge addict for bagels and cream cheese, yet they are so horribly fattening for you. The new Laughing Cow cream cheese is only 45 calories in one wedge, the wedge being a perfect amount for a bagel. I highly recommend this stuff. It is just as delicious as the regular Philadelphia strawberry cream cheese. Pick some up!! I highly recommend this stuff.

Love this :o)

Mon, 09 Jul 2012 21:10:27 -0500

Love this :o)

Hehe…me too

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 13:46:11 -0500

Hehe…me too

June 29th 2012

Fri, 29 Jun 2012 21:10:48 -0500

Tomorrow starts Day One of my revamped weightloss, including new workouts. I am really excited to change the way I was doing things since I wasn’t really working out, just eating better. I slacked off some over the past two weeks so I am getting back on track with what I was doing. I am hoping with the new way I am doing things I will have an easier time staying on track. Wish me luck!!

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Sun, 17 Jun 2012 11:10:47 -0500

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Tue, 12 Jun 2012 11:46:34 -0500