The Best Damn Thing

HAHAHA!!! That really made me laugh hard. It’s true though! Especially for those of us that actually live in Tulsa. “La dee da…Wait…What…What’s goi….AHHH!!! HANSON DAY!!! RUN!!!” 

Moving on completely. Fresh start. 

Bad Parents

Some people seriously should not be parents. I am so tired of having to be a parent to these kids because their real parents have no idea how to parent. I’m sitting here listening to them scold the little two year old right now “I’m going to take this away from you because you’re having way too much fun with it right now!!”…seriously?? Are you kidding me?? Now you made him cry because you took his hat away because he was having too much fun with it?? Wow…I’d hate to be around these kids when they grow up. They’re going to be so messed up due to screwed up parenting skills. I guess it doesn’t help that the oldest is going to be five and she still doesn’t know how to count, doesn’t know her colors or shapes and doesn’t even know the first part of the ABC’s because her parents are both high school drop outs so they don’t see the need to teach their kids the important stuff. It drives me insane!! This country needs to make a test that you have to take before you can have kids. People this these two should not have ANY kids, let alone five!! 

I may not be a parent, so people tell me I can’t judge what’s a good and a bad parent. I know a bad parent when I see it. Sorry, but I don’t have kids because I don’t want them growing up in this fucked up generation of spoiled and self entitled assholes. Because that’s what kids have become. 

I Might Murder Someone

Tulsa really needs to come soon. VERY soon. It’s 7:30 in the damn morning and everyone in the house decided to be as loud as fucking possible. Are you kidding me?? Not only is that rude, but I am so over it!! I don’t go around being loud as fuck when they’re trying to sleep. Especially not this early in the fucking morning. I am so ready to have my own place again. I haven’t woken up on my own in over a year. I have been woken up every day by someone else since I moved here. No wonder I have a headache every day and have to take a nap every day. I don’t get to sleep and I guess they don’t realize that they’re that reason. I understand people get mad, they get frustrated. But throwing shit around the house and waking everyone up is really an immature way to handle it. Just saying. 

Oh I love him <3 <3 

Tomorrow morning I leave for LA for a week for a much needed birthday trip. I haven&#8217;t had a birthday trip in years :o( After quitting my job last week and preparing for the big move to Tulsa on the 10th of December, I am packed and ready for everything. I come back from LA and I only have 4 days left in Oregon before I am gone for good!! WOO!! 

Tomorrow morning I leave for LA for a week for a much needed birthday trip. I haven’t had a birthday trip in years :o( After quitting my job last week and preparing for the big move to Tulsa on the 10th of December, I am packed and ready for everything. I come back from LA and I only have 4 days left in Oregon before I am gone for good!! WOO!! 

Carry On - FUN.

Carry on 
Well I woke up to the sound of silence 
The cars were cutting like knives in a fist fight 
And I found you with a bottle of wine 
Your head in the curtains 
And heart like the fourth of July 

You swore and said 
We are not 
We are not shining stars 
This I know 
I never said we are 

Though I’ve never been through hell like that 
I’ve closed enough windows 
To know you can never look back 

If you’re lost and alone 
Or you’re sinking like a stone 
Carry on 
May your past be the sound 
Of your feet upon the ground 
Carry on 

Carry on, carry on 

So I met up with some friends 
At the edge of the night 
At a bar off 75 
And we talked and talked 
About how our parents will die 
All our neighbours and wives 

But I like to think 
I can cheat it all 
To make up for the times I’ve been cheated on 
And it’s nice to know 
When I was left for dead 
I was found and now I don’t roam these streets 
I am not the ghost you want of me 

If you’re lost and alone 
Or you’re sinking like a stone 
Carry on 
May your past be the sound 
Of your feet upon the ground 
Carry on 

Woah 
My head is on fire 
But my legs are fine 
Cause after all they are mine 
Lay your clothes down on the floor 
Close the door 
Hold the phone 
Show me how 
No one’s ever gonna stop us now 

Cause we are 
We are shining stars 
We are invincible 
We are who we are 
On our darkest day 
When we’re miles away 
So we’ll come 
We will find our way home 

If you’re lost and alone 
Or you’re sinking like a stone 
Carry on 
May your past be the sound 
Of your feet upon the ground 
Carry on 


And you were mine.

And you were mine.

201 days until I move back to Tulsa!! The good part is that it will go super fast. I go to Disneyland in 2 months for 8 days; then it&#8217;ll be Halloween, then Thanksgiving, then my birthday, then Christmas, then New Years&#8230;THEN I MOVE!!! I am so dang excited.
Right now I am just focusing on not getting myself into trouble at work since that seems to be the norm lately haha. Not on purpose, though the manager seems to think so (even though I&#8217;ve been here longer than him).
I&#8217;m more than likely going to move back into the same apartments I already lived in because I really loved living there. Plus you can&#8217;t beat a great view of downtown &lt;3 I already have someone lined up to buy all my furniture and I got rid of my fish and fishtank to my co-worker so they go to a good home. Rascal and I are ready to move. I got my number changed to a Tulsa number and Rascal has his new dog tag with the Tulsa number. He&#8217;s ready to be an Okie dog. He&#8217;ll have to make new doggy friends haha.

201 days until I move back to Tulsa!! The good part is that it will go super fast. I go to Disneyland in 2 months for 8 days; then it’ll be Halloween, then Thanksgiving, then my birthday, then Christmas, then New Years…THEN I MOVE!!! I am so dang excited.

Right now I am just focusing on not getting myself into trouble at work since that seems to be the norm lately haha. Not on purpose, though the manager seems to think so (even though I’ve been here longer than him).

I’m more than likely going to move back into the same apartments I already lived in because I really loved living there. Plus you can’t beat a great view of downtown <3 I already have someone lined up to buy all my furniture and I got rid of my fish and fishtank to my co-worker so they go to a good home. Rascal and I are ready to move. I got my number changed to a Tulsa number and Rascal has his new dog tag with the Tulsa number. He’s ready to be an Okie dog. He’ll have to make new doggy friends haha.